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Posted April 24, 2023 at 6:29 pm

I've been thinking a lot about what being an adventurer means, to me. I end up coming back to "helping others" and "excitement". But increasingly they seem... less empowering than they used to? 

I guess I've let my life kind of push me along, and once I got my Sword of Teeth then I figured "Hey! I could really make this adventurer thing work!".

But if this is what I do for my whole life, and I'm successful at it... what then?

It's not a bad life, but something about it feels a bit hollow?

God am I just ungrateful? 

Spending time with Augustine... that feels right. I should do that more, maybe.

-Crumpled writings in a trash can, from the Adventurer Beckett