The rumors continue to circulate, but it is of no consequence. My grades are high, I excel in both theory and practice.
With "catch up" I could aim to be a Demon Knight, or Enforcer, or even a Blade Master! Perhaps my anger even gives me an edge? Yes, that's a good way to look at it. Hone that shame and rage and use it for my own progression.
He will continue to be a nobody. Somehow I feel that he is even more ignored than I am, even though I did nothing??
The power of being totally uncaring. No ambition. No drive. No SHAME.
I am finding it so hard to make friends or even allies... It doesn't matter. When I am strong enough then the past will be inconsequential.
-Journal of the Demon Student Jahi