(scrawled letters, shaky almost to the point of illegibility)

worms. they filled me with burning worms. they must have. eating me every day every hour every minute every second. battling me every hour every day ever minute every second.

I remain. some of me still remains. human remains.

I will be good. I will be good. in all ways in all things in all ways i will be good and deserving.

it will get easier they say. it must. please oh please PLEASE it must. Please HIGHEST PLEASE.

let me feel something again other than worms.

i am more than worms. more than burning worms.

-Journal of (scratched out again and again)