in my dream i am tearing out great chunks of meat, as fast as i can, and crushing them into my mouth. there is no flavor, there is no satiation.

i am crying because i am tearing them out of my own body, but it is not me any longer. and i do not care that it cries. 

So that it will stop making the horrible noise, i eat faster, making my way towards the head.

-Gerda

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-Saint Vau