I have stabilized my "condition". There are major benefits, although it was, and is, more... harrowing... than expected.
I feel that with a calm mind and time I will be able to perceive the world as it truly is, unclouded by my own wishes for what "should be".
My siblings are still beautiful to look upon, to me. However humans, and demons... "disgust" is too light a word. I may need to find a filter so that I am not overwhelmed, day to day.
My cause is just, and I now have even greater motivation to do what what is needed.
-Musings of the High Angel to his Priests