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Posted March 27, 2023 at 6:31 pm

After The Fall our true self was lost. Would it have been better to stay in that one form? The eternal feeling of "emptiness"... does it spring from being separated? I have tried so many things to fill it, and now... now it has become even worse. I have swallowed the bait, knowing what it could take and grant, and it has far exceeded my expectations in both.

Still, I can not bear this endless grey "truce". Let it be done.

What is the point of purity if it only leads to failure.

-Transcribed musings of the High angel